Wednesday, April 30, 2008

Is my life worth it?

I have had to think tonight about that very question...Is my life worth it? Do I contribute to the world? Yes it is no matter what. I have only tohught this for a small amount of time. I know that my life is worth it, but what about those other poor soals that do not know that.

When ED is running your life, you have no control, much less think that your life is actually of any importance. But it is, someone put you here for a purpose and you need to find it!

Where did your ED ome from...who taught you how to even process those thoughts in your head? Do you even remember? What if it was your own mother? What if it was the one that was suppossed to protect you keep you safe was the one that in the end taught you how to kill yourself? Sounds crude but in the end that one day that you decided to accept ED into your life was the day that you proclaimed that your life was not worth it.

Break thru the chains and tell Ed that your life is worth it. Let Ed know that you are powerless over its control. But stand up and tell ED that you are going to let it know that you are worth it and you will knock Ed down as many tomes as possible to see self worth in the mirror every day. And if it was your own flesh and blood that took your control away from you, well take your life back...keep walking...and tell yourself that you are worth it!!!

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